Life isn't like that magic mirror in Harry Potter. We can gaze long at what we want. It is nice to do that. But that's not what we are going to have. Sometimes that which we desire is impossible.
Yet in many cases, we fail to focus on what we actually need. Sometimes we get wanting and needing mixed up. Sometimes they are one and the same, but often they aren't, and we fixate on the wrong things.
I'm in a spot where I can't say I have what I want. There are sides to my story i would rather keep from curious eyes.
What I do know is that where I am, and the trajectory I've been cast towards leads me to a nice future. One where I'm needed by people I need too. It's a bright future where I'm valued and kept.
I don't know what it is yet, but I believe good things will happen for me, just as I am being sent to make nice things happen for others around me too.