current music: Foolish Heart - Nina

It's morning and I just got home from Mass. Dahil hindi naka-gising sina Perry at Carla at Sannds, mag-isa nanaman ako. Normally, I'd be slightly irritated that they'd not want to get up. After all, I wake up at around 6 just to make the Eucharist in time and I don't live that near like they do. But hey, it's alright. Nag-text naman si Perry and he's getting online to play Gunbound in around...hmmm... a few hours.

Ewan ko ba. Between my family using the webcam and his older sisters competing with him for use of the PC, I doubt I'll see him. But anyway.

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The past few days have been hectic enough while still being quite nice. Thursday night saw me out at CPK with my family, Friday had be shuffling back and forth between ADMU and Della to get things done, and yesterday was Home Visits and another Days meeting. Sweet.

I find myself missing the occasional phone calls I make to friends or the hours in front of this PC mindlessly destroying digital empires. Phyisically my body is no more fit. Hindi pumapayat; napapagod lang. So if anybody asks how my summer was, I'll say "don't ask". I'd be too tired to answer them anyway.

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As the days pass, I really feel like I'm preparing something amazing for my sponsorees. Like wrapping a real big gift, and their birthdays aren't for months. Not that I'm to take credit for all the sweetness the weekend shall shower on them, no. But I believe I am gonna play a big part in the way they experience that wonderful weekend ahead. And that makes me real happy. :)

Of course, hindi naman nila alam na ako gumagawa ng mga bagay-bagay na yon. I'm having lots of trouble trying to get everything together, particularly because some people/events/schedules are not cooperating or are cooperating but difficult to piece together. The batch is still weeks away, but already I feel the pressure to get it all done right now. Stupid monkey. Maybe I shouldn't be too hard on myself, but if I won't be, who will?

The fact that all this is a surprise creeps me. My identity must be kept secret, and I can trust hardly anyone! But if some unscrupulous person I asked for help spills the coffee, fine. If they don't know it's me, the surprise is better. If they do, well... ewan. Baka pangit weekend nila. That or they'll expect something so grand and amazing that they'll be let down.

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Tomorrow I'll be in the Pub, if anyone's looking. I hope everything works out fine.

Today, I shall rest.

By the way, I HATE IT when people change the text size of my browsers to 'smallest' or when people use my username to play Windows Media files when I spend a long while to organize a nice playlist of songs THAT THEY DON'T BOTHER SAVING.

Stupid stupid stupid.