I am praying that this advisement paper Xander wrote out will hold up in the registration. Otherwise, I'm in deep shit.
You're a Speak & Spell!! You nerd, you. Just
because you were disguised as a toy doesn't
mean you weren't educational, you sneaky
bastard.
What childhood toy from the 80s are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
Haha! Funny, I really did have that toy as a child! Hahaha! Or did I get the version that taught Math? hmmm. ewan! hahaha! :p Hwow. Pity me, I grew up a bit of a dork. :D But in fairness, I did ace Grade school-level English and Math. :) But that was a long time ago. I did like how it could speak the numbers when typed. hehehe... It really, really was a fun toy. I miss it already. :p Maybe when I'm older I'd get one for my kids.
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I will risk something by typing this. Bahala na si Batman.
I had a fight with my brother, Roel. I didn't fight back. He was all over me, and if it were judged, Manny Pacquiao dugas or not, he was ahead on points. Fine fine. He got pissed because I was cutting in on his time wit Diana. But hey, he promised he'd give up the computer, and went back on his word.
Nauwi siya with Dad and Mom breaking up the fight, Dad giving us a sermon (mostly on Roel's behavior but also on my "rudeness"), and me now alone writing. I said "I'm sorry", but he didn't buy it. He was too mad. Heh. Bahala siya. I'm angry too, but less so. I apologized to my Mom, because in the heat of it all, she's the one most hurt, and it wouldn't have happened if I weren't there.
I'm starting to REALLY not care about what happens to my brother. I love him, but he (through his own admission to me and his friends) doesn't love anybody in this family (except himself he says, but even then he doesn't show that self-love). All he's got is that girl whom he says isn't his girlfriend naman. Ewan. He said he'd move on, but he never did. He carries this "me against the world" attitude that angers me because it's not realistic, nor valid. More and more it's all he thinks about, and it's starting to alienate him from the rest of the family. And that stinks.
"Don't hate the player, hate the game." I won't judge Roel. I'm judging what Roel has become, and what he can be without the needless, stupid drama. I'm angry at how his feelings lead him to take for granted the people who love him. I never said anything about his friends who talk of "hottie Kiera Knightly" and "being saved" in the same light, but it just plain disgusts me, and I fear that's what he'll become. And I know he's a great guy who doesn't believe in it, nor wish to be told about it.
*prayer* Kuya Jess, prepare my heart, that I may love as you loved. And that I'd give as you gived. That you may bless my bwiset, bastard brother because I love him. And that if I find the Miss Manalo of my life, she'd be somebody all the world will rejoice to being by my side, and not dividing me from people who love me. */prayer*
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