current music: What About Us? - Brandy on LAUNCHCAST.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

Whatever, whoever, however this stupid "NTSearch" bullshit got into my PC... grrr.

It's stupid. Somehow, it's got some kind of tracer cookie in my computer. Then, almost any site I surf into doesn't load. And they always redirect me to NTSearch.com.

Bullshit.

Argh. What a way to spend my last night of my vacation. Because come tomorrow, I'll be at Days, and any sort of communique will be lost.

Stupid stupid stupid.

At least Launchcast is working ok.

I've yet to write my Palancas. I've already sorted almost everything...clothes ko, letters and some extra music practice is in order. But everything else looks just peachy.

I'm really excited. It's a big day. It's my first staffing assignment. After which, pasukan na at last. And then, well... we'll see. Like Angel told me on the phone, "Kaya yan."

Which reminds me, I'm really happy for her and Nino. Ang sweet naman! Almost makes ya start wishing on stars. Well, almost. :)

I'm still mad at my brother, if you must know. He hasn't apologized. I've forgiven him though. But he ought to still ask.

Kuya Jess, you make everything possible. Make my heart ready to love, to give, to bleed. Give me the strength to endure, to be friends to those who aren't, to feed others in spite of my own hunger, to love in spite of my own losses. To be happy when I'm crying. With you, my Lord, brother, friend, all is possible. Aman Lord, Amen. Basta ikaw.